W hat do you think, what's it gonna be How do you feel, what do you wanna be Every body be questioning, saying they're advising me Telling me things I should do and what I shouldn't feel Well hol'up and listen to what I feel and I think I'm scared to make a bad impression so I go hide in the dark Well, I feel I'm alone and no one loves me and it's hard Sometimes I just wanna disappear and hide from these tracks I hate with when people ask me how I feel What exactly do you want me to say, what do you wanna hear That I feel miserable Or that I feel pitiful That I feel rejected Or that I feel unwanted that I feel I am worthless Or that sometimes I feel so restless That I don't feel respected Or that I don't feel protected That I feel from the inside that I am dead Or that how I talk to someone and still get neglected Looking at the mirror but I'm not the one reflected Even my therapist said I ...
M y life's full of bad days, from a young age Been looking for the real me, its almost 280 days Now I sit around thinking about the old fun days Then when "I love you" were the last words I say when the smiles were real, but now it's all fake I miss the days when I'd easily forget things Enjoying the time and not over thinking my life Not wondering if am a person someone could like Not going with negative thoughts on my mind When I believed I worth a number of things When I never had to wonder about who I should be The days when happiness was in my reach Look what has happened to me Numb eversince my heart broke into pieces Stand in front of the mirror like who is this? Grew emotions but I learnt to mask it Numb to the winter,Numb to the sun Numb to the pain of a lost loved Numb to the laughter,Numb to the cheer Numb to all the happiness i hear Numb to the memories,numb to the care Numb to everything that mak...
Funny when I remember how I stare at you from afar I have a lot of good memories, a lot of them Like the day you passed me by Like your birthday ,I was happier than you were Like Every time you make me angry and I don't react I'm actually afraid of what I'll do or say when I'm angry Last time I got angry, it was ugly, I never want it to happen again, I remember when you were mad at me and you wouldn't talk and I got angry and I left. I had to hold my heart cause every cell in my body wanted to come back to you I still wonder why you talk to me and face the ground Like what are you looking for, you know you're pretty, You're prettier than you think you're I'm actually using the love I have for you to fight the bad memories that hunt me You don't know how precious you're to me, you're like the sun I'm your earth, I revolve around you and you shine on me your eyes are my stars, you're my heartbeat and you keep on pumpi...
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