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My life's full of bad days, from a young age 

Been looking for the real me, its almost 280 days 

Now I sit around thinking about the old fun days 

Then when "I love you" were the last words I say

when the smiles were real, but now it's all fake 

I miss the days when I'd easily forget things 

Enjoying the time and not over thinking my life 

Not wondering if am a person someone could like 

Not going with negative thoughts on my mind 

When I believed I worth a number of things 

When I never had to wonder about who I should be 

The days when happiness was in my reach 

Look what has happened to me 

Numb eversince my heart broke into pieces 

Stand in front of the mirror like who is this?

Grew emotions but I learnt to mask it

Numb to the winter,Numb to the sun

Numb to the pain of a lost loved

Numb to the laughter,Numb to the cheer

Numb to all the happiness i hear

Numb to the memories,numb to the care

Numb to everything that makes me you're here

Numb to the pain and hid my emotions In a box

A city in my mind but I would NeVeR voice a thought

mind's a library but the words are written on the walls

Your memories hunt me like a knight in the woods

My life's In ruins and it's a product of you



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