MESSAGE TO MY LOVER

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Funny when I remember how I stare at you from afar 

I have a lot of good memories, a lot of them 

Like the day you passed me by 

Like your birthday ,I was happier than you were

Like Every time you make me angry and I don't react 

I'm actually afraid of what I'll do or say when I'm angry 

Last time I got angry, it was ugly, I never want it to happen again,

 I remember when you were mad at me and you wouldn't talk and I got angry and I left.

 I had to hold my heart cause every cell in my body wanted to come back to you 

I still wonder why you talk to me and face the ground 

Like what are you looking for, you know you're pretty,

You're prettier than you think you're

I'm actually using the love I have for you to fight the bad memories that hunt me 

You don't know how precious you're to me,

you're like the sun I'm your earth, 

I revolve around you and you shine on me

your eyes are my stars, 

you're my heartbeat and you keep on pumping your love through my veins.

Like I promised, Tamilore, I will not leave you

"To you this I swear, break it I won't dare"

Well I'm in-depthed to you for every time you made me smile 

I love the way you nag, 

I love it when you get angry, it makes you look prettier 

You know I love you for you, you complete me

Turn around, I got your back, you can always call on me if you need help 

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