PERCEPTION

What do you think, what's it gonna be 

How do you feel, what do you wanna be

Every body be questioning, saying they're advising me 

Telling me things I should do and what I shouldn't feel 

Well hol'up and listen to what I feel and I think 

I'm scared to make a bad impression so I go hide in the dark 

Well, I feel I'm alone and no one loves me and it's hard 

Sometimes I just wanna disappear and hide from these tracks

I hate with when people ask me how I feel 

What exactly do you want me to say, what do you wanna hear 

That I feel miserable 

Or that I feel pitiful 

That I feel rejected

Or that I feel unwanted

 that I feel I am worthless

Or that sometimes I feel so restless

 That I don't feel respected 

Or that I don't feel protected 

That I feel from the inside that I am dead 

Or that how I talk to someone and still get neglected

Looking at the mirror but I'm not the one reflected 

Even my therapist said I need to be medicated 

People look at me and "ask don't I feel lonely"

"I'm always alone, don't I need someone to hold me"

What if I need someone to talk to, what do you always feel 

But deep down I know that I don't feel a thing 

But there's gotta be somebody out there 

There must be someone, somewhere 

Who needs company and needs comforting 

I know it's sad to see but God damn, there has to be 

Don't feel bad for me, I just can't believe that it's only me that's lonely