ME

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Don't tell me who to be,I'm the best of me 

What's with y'all tryna tell me who to be 

Don't think that I make decisions based on that you think 

I don't care about about most of y'all thoughts, I can think 


Don't think am gonna change my self to be what you said I should be 

When I went through the hurt, you weren't there with me 

Now you're coming to dictate who you think I should be

I need help?, Well that's so sad to see 


by my self?, Well do not feel sad for me 

Here's a little mesange from me 

Whatever you think about me!, It doesn't bother me

I'm not living life perfectly,


I can't find the definition of a perfect me 

I am still searching and looking for a better me 

I'm smiling?, Am I crying?, Does it look like I'm lonely?

Am I faking?, Or does the look on my face feel deceiving?


Well maybe it's deception, caused by my perception 

Don't come and be pointing for me your directions 

I know where I'm headed, I have my own rations 

Racheal understands me, most smiles are deception

I'm trying to hide how I feel, I don't like your questions 


I'm not being proud, I'm not being strong headed 

Well I'm just so tired and am just so stressed 

Y'all tryna find a way to get into my head

Y'all should give me a break, I need space to rest 


Well, I'm just being me, pursuing my dreams 

Being the best that I think I can be 

Look into the mirror, try my best to see, a better me 

Don't judge me, my mirror is broken, I reflect on what ever I see .




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