Too Young

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 Oh how gracious it feels to fall in Love 

to blossom and guide such feelings so dear

through every wobble, together we unraveled the faults

In our security, we dispatched all our fears

 

as I sink deeper into your ocean of affection

the desire burns within me to give you all you deserve

the harder I try, the more I fall to my dissatisfaction

in thoughts, I sink into my own despair


sleepless nights but I'll still keep a front 

A heavy Heart and I give off no distress

even forgone alternatives has it's cost 

then it occurred to me in the midst of my distress 


She couldn't be at home in the night time because It made her feel alone,

I should've built a home with a fountain for us The moment that she told me that she was in love

I was too young 

the irony of true love at a young age



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