Eventually, she left.
I remember when I wrote "message to my lover" and I told her I'd never leave her I still remember the happiness when we were together everyday I'll reminisce on every happy memory we had give cute smiles to the momeries that are sad funny when I remember how I stare at you from a distance funny how I don't want to loose the bruises you left behind a thousand times I said too much and more but everything I said was to let you know my love I am used to being someone you love everyday the scares will go deeper and hurt more I can count the days but it feels like decades since you left I won't lie, I can't find my happiness and rest no one hurt you and would love you like I do I spent everyday in fear of loosing you maybe you're happier, my friends say I will feel the same too the best feelings I had were with you you left. I feel I'm falling deeper in the water everyday the w...